It's not that I cannot be there for you,
but that when I am,
I am taken advantage of.
My unmasked character is taken in like water
and dispersed like air.
Unseen,
unappreciated,
fooled.
Yet your innocence tricks me back
To feel for you what I have never felt before
Only to understand that it is not the feeling of forever,
but a feeling of persuasion
laced with lust
from your weak and bleeding heart
to mine.
I cannot dismiss that I love you
You are among a few that will remain with me
into the next life
never again to see the beauty
of us
but to feel it haunt deep within.
So the madness must stop
We cannot continue
Does this mean I lose you?
So far,
yes.
1 comment:
I read what you write and I wonder if you are sad?????????? Are you sad??? I hope you are not, like I said I may not understand!? I will continue to read what you say and have hope that you are not sad. I love you forever and in my heart you will always be.
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