After a weekend like this, it is perfectly acceptable to name anything a "Monstronitious" anything.
What an amazing weekend. I am so grateful and thankful for the life that I lead. I find myself often confused, and frustrated, and decieved, that I forget to remember at the end of the day, it's what makes me happy that I have to rejoice in. I believe happiness is a state of mind. It is something that you ask for and recieve, AND it is something you believe and it happens.
One thing I am struggling with is my own capibilites of being a productive and contributing human in society. The greater good is important to me. How to make the greater good better within my own happiness is still left to be determined. There is quite a considerable sacrifice to make for that to happen.
The thing is what else do I have to sacrifce than myself? I'm really playing an 'all or nothing' game here.
This was really more than a weekend. It was a vacation I needed badly. I have a freezer full of halibut to show for my accomplishments this vacation, and I am happy for that.
It is a coming of age period. I'm not sure if I confuse or piss people off about that, but I hope there is someone who can relate.
I have not laughed so much or enjoyed myself so much before this vacation. So I ask myself if it is me who is growing up, or it is the people around me that bring it out?
There are certainly people who bring out the best in you...and me...
What an amazing weekend. I am so grateful and thankful for the life that I lead. I find myself often confused, and frustrated, and decieved, that I forget to remember at the end of the day, it's what makes me happy that I have to rejoice in. I believe happiness is a state of mind. It is something that you ask for and recieve, AND it is something you believe and it happens.
One thing I am struggling with is my own capibilites of being a productive and contributing human in society. The greater good is important to me. How to make the greater good better within my own happiness is still left to be determined. There is quite a considerable sacrifice to make for that to happen.
The thing is what else do I have to sacrifce than myself? I'm really playing an 'all or nothing' game here.
This was really more than a weekend. It was a vacation I needed badly. I have a freezer full of halibut to show for my accomplishments this vacation, and I am happy for that.
It is a coming of age period. I'm not sure if I confuse or piss people off about that, but I hope there is someone who can relate.
I have not laughed so much or enjoyed myself so much before this vacation. So I ask myself if it is me who is growing up, or it is the people around me that bring it out?
There are certainly people who bring out the best in you...and me...
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